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| Lately I seem to be getting bombarded with friends coming to me for relationship advice. ME! The person who spent weeks thinking he was dealing with mixed signals from a guy who liked him but it just turned out to be silly Asperges Syndrome. I've never been in a relationship. Piss off and ask someone else about the stupid decisions you are making and stop driving me INSANE!!!!!!!
In other news I've had a great start to 2009. New haircut (you have no idea how much that bothered me - im sticking with this), new job, having easy access to some of my best friends courtesy of the new DLR that has opened in Woolwich, my back problem is clearing up...and i'm just enjoying my own company a lot more.
New years resolution: Less looking inwards. More looking outwards. | | |
| If you have one foot in the past and one foot in the future, you end up pissing all over today. | | |
| I just had to help some girl try and find this lady she was taking part in an experiment for. She was explaining the situation to me and just casually said "oh yeah i was late because someone was on the tracks" "what? the tube?" "yeah" and then continued on about her current predicament. Someone just ended their lives by jumping on the tracks of the Underground and it was talked about in such a casual way...it's really sad. What's scary is how it's seriously become as common as hearing "there was a signal failure". A close friend of mine committed suicide back in 2001 and my older brother made several attempts which were gladly unsuccessful. So yeah, suicide is a sensitive issue with me...I dunno... the world is fucked up. | | |
| The other week my friend pointed out to me that not once have I ever looked forward to going on a date with someone. Apparently I usually sound really put out "I have to go on a date tomorrow -_-" I was like HEY! Of course I have! um................ actually! Yeah it's pretty sad. I really can't recall ever looking forward to meeting up with someone. Is it the subconscious giving up? Knowing it probably won't go anywhere? Is it because of the medium through which I'm meeting these people (profile sites)? Or is it that I simply have never been on an interesting date? Or is it the fact that Steve doesn't enjoy anything EVER?? (shush Luke). So I've been asked out for what's basically drinks tomorrow with some guy who seems interested. But the first thing on my mind is "i wonder when i'll get to leave and go home" All I've ever wanted is to not be single yet I don't really give anything a chance. I'm quick to decide that i'm not interested. I barely make a connection with anyone nowadays. Am I still trying to get over someone? Argh. Stupid brain. I'm fucking infuriating. | | |
| But we shouldn’t be suprised that Jimmy Hill is evil and mad, because all people that are involved in the business of football, or play football, or go and support it, or watch it on television, or even know anything about it, are filthy, reactionary scum.
—Stewart Lee | | |
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